For me NSDR, I've always had a higher, um, protector sort of mentality despite having always been a little guy. We started a bunch of schools over there, and then the Taliban went and kidnapped 12 teachers from some of the schools. We had a person come to FOB and tell us about it. My squad volunteered to check it out but we were told no we needed three sources to confirm. A week later another guy came and told us about it, again we volunteered and were shot down. We got a third about a week after that and the guy told us all the teachers were dead and laying in a ravine, one of the men was his brother, this time we were sent out to recover their bodies. We started these schools and should have protected these people. Seeing the women spit at us and cry and drag their dead loved ones off by one arm as we returned the bodies leaves a lot of guilt. No wonder the insurgents numbers have only grown over there. I fought to get my squad and platoon to go, but the chain of command thought it would be best to wait. Total BS. Sorry for the morbidity of this post, I don't usually talk about this stuff much.